*friends who have my back when I can't. Thank you.
*literary bisexual poker night. Now with extra snark.
*long, rambling talks on the front porch.
Journal page, not anything planned or finished. I've been having problems finishing larger-scale creative projects since...well, ever. I've had an especially rough time of it the past year or so. In the middle of any piece (for me, anyway), there's a period of time where I completely lose faith in the piece, my ability to finish it, my ability to make anything creative at all, etc. I know - I know - it's simply a part of the creative process, much like the excitement of a new idea, the stomach-tingly of an idea that won't go away (ooh, I love those), the but of mourning when one is finally done and I shouldn't play with it anymore. But the midpoint crisis of faith has had a louder voice for a long time.
I don't know why I started that ramble, but there you go.
There's no way out of this without pissing someone off, is there?
Your result for The Personality Defect Test...
You are 14% Rational, 29% Extroverted, 29% Brutal, and 57% Arrogant.
To put it less negatively:
1. You are more INTUITIVE than rational.
2. You are more INTROVERTED than extroverted.
3. You are more GENTLE than brutal.
4. You are more ARROGANT than humble.
Your exact opposite is the Capitalist Pig.
I don't think I have ever watched a Presidential Inauguration before, and I can say with certainty that I have never before leapt out of my nice, hot shower to watch a Presidential Inauguration, shivering and dripping water on the living room floor. I must confess, it doesn't quite feel I paid...formal enough attention to your swearing in, what with being mid pit-shave and naked and all. But that's okay. You were fumbling and visibly off rhythm yourself.
It seems appropriate. This nation of ours is bumbling and off its rhythm right now. So maybe in our own way, we're in sync, beginning this new administration right where we are, bumbled lines and half-shaved armpits and all. It's going to be a rocky ride. You're going to piss me off, you're going to make me cry, I'm going to cheer for you. As for you? Well, some of your staffers will undoubtedly continue to get emails from me, as they have been for some time.
I don't know precisely what to say today, other than to look at you on the telly, and myself in the mirror - and accordingly every other American citizen today - and say, "Don't fuck this up."
I'm pulling for you. For us. For the world.
Thanks. I'm going to go wash my hair now.
Having difficulty with gesture when you haven't done figure work in at least two years now != suck at art, can't do this, and should have gone into something more in line with my abilities, like actuarial science. You're out of practice, is all.
Do - Grab the newsprint, make several dozen frightfully bad drawings.
Pester avahasnoalias for that figure drawing group's information and get to working from models again.
Sketch unsuspecting sleeping friends and loved ones.
EDIT: Oh hey, did I lend Art and Fear to one of you lovelies, or have I lost it and need to reorder it (heck, maybe I'll order a case of them and hand them out)?
Freak out and have an artistic crisis. They don't accomplish anything. Well, maybe they boost the metabolism, but so what?
Also do - Go buy cat litter, ya dolt. No, now. Okay, get gas first.
Random studio pic, with painting that I'm getting back to after it languished for a long time on the wall.
This offer does have some restrictions and limitations:
- I make no guarantees that you will like what I make
- What I create will be just for you
- It'll be done this year
- You have no clue what it's going to be. It may be a mix tape. It may be fic, or a poem. I may draw or paint something. I might bake you something and mail it to you. Who knows? Not you, that's for sure!
- I reserve the right to do something extremely strange
The catch? Oh, the catch is that you have to put this in your journal as well, if you expect me to do something for you!
INFP - "Questor". High capacity for caring. Emotional face to the world. High sense of honor derived from internal values. 4.4% of total population.
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Introverted (I) 68.75% Extroverted (E) 31.25%
Intuitive (N) 80.65% Sensing (S) 19.35%
Feeling (F) 59.38% Thinking (T) 40.63%
Perceiving (P) 79.31% Judging (J) 20.69%
Nope, nothing different there. Never gotten a different result than INFP.
Enneagram Test Results
Your variant is self pres
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